Tuesday, November 30, 2010

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death

I learned that someone calls himself "pro-life" as if others could be called "pro-death." (Fabio Fazio)
do not understand that the Catholics of morbidity persisting on the dead. Because every year, the anniversary of someone's death, we celebrate a Mass in his honor? Because the anniversary of the death? You could not do it for her birthday? It is certainly a most happy event to remember ... as if we miss a person who needed a set to be remembered. The people who fail are always in our thoughts every day. As we speak, the thinking, we have a lot of good memories tied to them. What is sad remembering the day of their death? Surely that day was one of the best of our lives, will never forget for sure, with or without mass. It is better to leave room for memories?

... and it is already quite ironic that the 50th post in my blog is also the age when he is gone?

Sunday, November 28, 2010

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malice

How sad. Every day more and worse. Among the other three days that I feel White ... but where? It's gone well ... you are just anxious these days ... I think I'll shoot a quick shot ... but because, really, I can die a quick death? Why suffer so? Only to discover that he does not want me anymore? I'm afraid I do not want more, do not miss these days leave room for other people.
other people. I found myself talking with a friend for hours. I almost thought to please him, and that I liked. Not so. It is I, and he, too, we are two pieces by foot at this moment: tossed in indecision of another person. A person to talk to, that makes us feel good and we leverage our state of loneliness seems almost fresh mountain air. Because when you are sick you just want to look a bit 'of happiness.
And I would ask from Mariano, if I want to give a bit 'of happiness. Indeed, I ask him every night before bed, my thoughts, in the movies of my mind (the hamster is hyperactive in this period). I ask when I opened the door to the White House, as I did with him a month ago. I ask when it comes to a bouquet of flowers to apologize for having betrayed and beg my forgiveness. I ask this already when we got back together and make love. I ask every happy ending I guess. Then I
I panicked: what if there was not a happy ending? For example, if I get to Dublin, I saw him at the airport, it is not already white to expect, but came later, with all other friends, like a friend like many others ... I do not stand up, take my stuff and I would go to the pub till dinner would not end. I do not think being able to stay in the same room with him without knowing what he thinks, but even if he had a clear idea and leave me forever. I do not think it would be big enough even the same city.
I thought I'd run away. I thought I would leave my life. So if you take it anyway. I thought that if he would get back with me I would flee to Australia. I leave all my friends. So now that his friends are mine. Because he is a social type, who knows how to maintain relationships with people. I do not. I do when my social life does not go in myself and I shut myself away in my solitude. Or run away. Go away. Groundhog Day. I restarted many times, how will it once more?
So I'm not going to stop. I do not have reason. If I do not stop I'll never find a reason, but what can I do? I am traveling. And as long as someone does not change me, until someone tells me "now stay here with me," I will continue to be the journey. I will continue to seek the unknown, to bring out the void that's inside me. It is a search for a fill. If there is a person to fill it, that emptiness, I will fill a lot of people, places, adventures, stories, words.
I know I've already told you, but I would stop with Mariano. And again I want more. Alone again. Groundhog me.
Last night at dinner with my friends I started to joke with the waiter, that if I drank would have offered to take me home. Then we tried to convince him to take home with Helen, but at first he wanted to take home with me. Also because of five girls only remembered my name. It was not a bad type. But what can I do if I'm still waiting for my heart be freed? O held captive? Or just to know that be? Why do I live on the sly?
is true that I told him to take as long as you want, but I'm bad .... Just as I was considering these days ... which were my biggest mistakes. The worst: being so selfish by doing so come to Dublin before my departure. He should expect in Venice. Maybe a little ' depressed, but I'd come back now, he would have nothing to reproach myself, for leaving him alone in times of need, it would not need, not what they had in Ireland, and now we can start together. Instead I've done nothing to stop it, I left to come. And I have a little 'conviction. Everything to spend a month with him before I left. To have him and the trip. To get all the happiness rather than just a bit '. But I'm wrong, I figured really bad. My fault my selfishness led me to ruin.
not fret my love: my fault. And they will pay the consequences. You lose, lose my friends, I will lose my life, I will lose hope to be able to stop one day. I will continue to wander around looking for something that I can find, and wander, wander, aimless, as it once was. Thanks for the fragrant brackets you gave me, for the dreams that I could do with you and you do not ever come true. At least now I know what I lost in my wandering. Before at least I had the benefit of the doubt. I never thought someone could make me happy, so happy being alone was just fine as an alternative. But now I remembered what it means to be loved by someone. And I know what I miss.
That is just a bit 'pessimism premenstrual or a really bad feeling that tells me that you're not coming anymore?
By the way, last Saturday I went out with Alex. And other friends / Mariano. At one point we started making jokes about the waiters, is a waitress with bunny ears and the cute waiter twenties. And the fact that Ali and Anthony are engaged. Antonio scolded me: "but we're the only boyfriends here" looking suspicious. I shook my head several times. No more. The news was official. And he said of other bad things that night. I had been seduced and abandoned because it convinced her to stay in Dublin for a person who then left me no matter where I was. Seeing the house of Mariano because I'd been to see her. And other things. I have no right to say these bad things. Admittedly, I was hurt, but I have no right, says White, of stripping it. Never forgive me. It will do well. I'm not a person deserving. I do not deserve anything. If you do not continue to wander in search of something that never meet.
Basically I just wanted a bit 'of happiness ...

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From the notes in recent days

Tuesday, November 24
you connected ... for a moment .... to 01.15 in Italy ... 00:15 Ireland .... but why do not you sleep?!?!
omg, but we wanted to hear .... she .... whoever she is ?!?!?
no, this story is eating my life .... Why can not I just be happy and in love? because I see happy couples and girlfriends around me (even if there are) and I will gnaw his liver and then to be alone cmq? for so I will not be back with me ... I can not win the woman of his life .... I can not .....
always happens ....
or perhaps looked at my facebook? Who knows, maybe it looks every day, before going to sleep .... knows that we often write .... and I do not forget .... maybe it's his calendar from prison .... control what I do every day, not to lose contact with me .......
I like more as a solution ..... but it will be just an illusion?
I hope to see him and smile .... and do fall in love with me so ....
then puts also Facebook .... ads that use the last days: "Trying to get pregnant?" "Getting married?" oh, but you have it on with me ?!?!?! turn, turn the knife ..... mortacci them your ......
autoconsidererò me if I exceed this hero of myself .... modesty and sorry .....
ps i love you



Wednesday, November 25
C: But look, last night came from you Marian?
B: C
, but until now? you said something?
B: No, just back pain that goes a bit 'better. said that we should review to talk about me and him
C: eh ..... see to see you then! I saw it online last night on Facebook, at a quarter past midnight !!!!!
B: EH see who had just returned
C: what I imagined. He was online for two minutes. but according to you was to see if I put something on Facebook?
B: I do not know cri
C: but you do you think? but is never out of the argument when Cristina is there?
B: Yes, ask me if I've heard so, but I should think
C: ten days that is not hear me. I'm dying !!!!!
B: I know Christian, but if you want to try him, you must continue your life
C: but do you think?
B: for now it is better to wait for him to move
C: yes, I know, in fact I'm not looking for. so if I continue with my life means that it is better if I forget?
B: for the time being critical, you must accept this
C: ok, it means say that most do not give a fuck, right?
B: if you keep waiting for you martyred, because 'you do not know if he will return. I do not know, do not ask me
C: you can see it, I have no idea what he's doing or thinking
B: I know you see it but I do not talk about you constantly, sometimes just chat. then is not that we have seen for themselves, so it's difficult to talk about certain things in front of everyone
C: Yes, I know, I always think of him. when I see him online I have to tie the hands not to write
B: I know darling
C: I would like to know if this will be useless, because it is not easy, but I can not help but think, I can not help but hope and in December if he tells me he does not want to be with me I'd be right there two times worse
B: I know, but for that you do not expect anything
C: How do I do not expect anything? I'm back here for him !!!!!!!
B: here, where?
C: in Dublin. I wanted to go to Australia after Russia!!
B: seeeeee, but it is not true!!
C: it is true, I was well with my mother pearl! that he was glad that I found so Marian that I would not be playing for Australia!
B: ok, Christian, he had come to Dublin for you
C: Yes, and I'm back in Dublin for him. so we should throw all this? Honestly though I think he now Dublin is well and no longer came to me that I feel as if I had been used, not as if there had ever been anything. a springboard, and it hurts
B: But you say, do not you have used, you know
C: Well, the result is the same. but I think that tells you one who loves you, who wants to spend the rest of my life with you, and then leaves you when you return as if it had never been in love, as if that there was not worth fighting . I think that if someone promises you something and then does everything to maintain it.
B: it is not so mechanical
C: I do not know
B: I understand Christian, but do not stripped so.
C: Well, I was hurt, what do I do a round of applause and tell him good?!?!
B: No, but it is not that all promises must be kept. the matter is that things can change, and Parmenides as saying "panta rei"
C: and then why people get married? Why panta rei? or because they promise something? to move forward together even in the darkest hours?
B: but it depends how we go forward. not everyone can wait 5 months for a person, especially after only one month of history
C: Well, the story was 5 months, but beyond that time is a whole one must believe in his feelings
B: no, no 5 months were critical, and the feelings are not like in books, in fact the sentiments must be cultivated
C: ah, you want said that when he told me he loved me in February was not true?
B, but of course it was true that he loved you in February, but understand that a long distance relationship is not a real relationship
C: I want to say that I've never been with Andrew for four years because it was a long distance relationship?
B: Well you saw it but you Andrea
C: in the first five months also saw Marian
B: the concept is not that. Mariano made you a promise that has failed to maintain, but not because 'it is bad
C: because it is an invertebrate and a liar
B, but no, sorry, you waited for 4 months and a half and you have been faithful I do not think it means to be liars and invertebrates
C: it means being invertebrates at least, why can not you wait four months a person and then say good-bye at 4:04 8 without even trying, it means that his feelings were never sincere, otherwise he would fight for the same
B: no Cristina, you see that his feelings were hurt. it was not 'his fault it' yours, only to overstate expectations. but do not be angry
C: why not? I do not know if they are more angry with him because he has deceived me or with me because I realized that I was deceiving
B, but has not deceived you
C: ???????????????? ??????????????? told me that he would spend his life with me. I think it was deluded, saw that his intentions are not the ones .....
B: ok, but things change and may change for you. if its intentions are changed is not because 'he wanted to, because it is' wait for a person is not an easy task, especially at a difficult time, that's all. the promise of eternal life together do not exist in 2010, nor are they ever existed before, are an invention
C: and then because I was expected?
B: because 'he wanted you, and because' I think the uncertainty especially wanted to see you really understand how he felt
C: and then his feelings were not sincere. I believe in the promises of eternal life together, not an invention. my have maintained, and I also think your a lot of other couples. not need to go in to fish tales examples
B: that they have maintained, but there were always conditions
C: True, and this time the condition was to wait for a few months. I would not have left over, but he never believed me
B: Christian, people are different
C: in what sense? he does not believe in forever? Strange, I had told him that his promises have one word ..... liar



From a friend's facebook
L: It seems that the Celtic Tiger has started to meow ...
C: Do you think I have decided to return to Dublin .... my usual timing .... but you know something of the new financial?
L: ?????? Excuse me?? Let me understand, but you left Ireland? And you want to come back here? I can not wait to leave, abandon ship :):):)
C: No, not really I left Ireland ... I left my job and now I'm in Italy until the end of December, but I still all there ... I have only to look for jobs .... you say, better to fire a shot in the mouth?
L: If you can, take what you have here and you're in Italy. Continue to stay here no longer makes sense:)
C: Well, maybe I can win my ex ... you say, is reason enough to go there? ;)
L: Get your ex and take it in Italy :):):)
C: I'll tell .... Let's see if you agree;)

Monday, November 22, 2010

Where To Find Titanware

Come away with me from a friend

List of reasons why I love Mariano

making me laugh because he won
because he has never stopped me laugh because when I look

smile because smiles shyly
because it is
sweet because it is soft

because it's nice because I like to say that it is beautiful
because when I say that is beautiful blush
because when it is still uncertain because most tender
know when you need to make sure it is resolved

because it has the
decided to look for if I dress nice I eat with your eyes
because I like him because he likes me pretty

my ass because they do not give a damn if my stomach is not flat
because he likes good food
because it's been eating pasta with broccoli and anchovies
because dance with me if you can not dance because
is happy if I'm happy
because I'm happy if he's happy because

inspires me because it is the only one who inspires me to photograph
Siberia because the summer is green like her eyes and d ' Winter is as white as his skin
of Mongolia for the sky is black and starry like his hair because he was ordained as
Japanese
because I like to mess up your order
because it helps me put my order in chaos because it's a good guy
organized and informed
why not look at the usual film
explains why I like movies that when I do not understand why not

want me to miss anything because you just do not let me miss anything
with him because I do not miss anything because it reminds me

because my father is my father because it would be a perfect father

because he has broad shoulders because she has three tattoos on

shoulder because I like to kiss his shoulder with tattoos
because he is making love to beautiful
because his body does not weigh on me
because when talking about sex makes him a natural in
because sex is more hippie
me because when I travel with him longer than usual hippie
because he'd come back from my trip because
it is from him that I'm back once you finished the journey
it made me want to stop because
for a restless soul like mine is important to have a strong point because it gives me peace

smile because it gives me peace because
his embrace peace
me because when I'm in his arms the world is shut out
because there is a world in his arms
because when I touch gives me the shivers because it has
Hands Frog

because he believes in me because I believe in him because he

I write every day because I think of him every day
because love is what I feel
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It 's a very true song ... throughout the storm passes into the head and the heart of us men in some cases ...



Marco Masini - Lasciaminonmilasciare

Leave me, what has changed?
What are we doing this afternoon,
with closed eyes as a window facing the sea
blue and yellow in Viareggio?

Let me in this hotel
mirror and squint tends to wear out, listening to the endless tango

time that winter again becomes summer.

Leave me a little 'day, a bit' so,
young audiences to a farewell, let me
or all of a sudden, here and now,
tell you what I'm thinking.


Why men are cowards and they do leave, you know, and do not know

look into your eyes when everything is over now. But you

Tear
as a patch and the wound will no longer hurt, now let me in this bed

only a white crater on the pillow.

What are you waiting? Go away you're so beautiful,
let me know how to fly,
because I think you got the wrong star,
because I think it wrong to love you!

Let me, you who are stronger than me, from this difficult
staccami paradise, you
or if you can change me, my love,
Rate me that I have never managed to do!


Why men are insecure and often leave themselves
and then cry and smear the walls
of remorse, regret and why ...

Okay, let me three cigarettes,
without matches, without rancor, without
and this strange moon night,
and this cloud of sorrow ...

Now let me that I've got to do,
do not know what, how, where and when,
please let me start over,
know very well that I'm wrong!

Love leave me, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me!

Love leave me, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me!

Love leave me, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me ...

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Sunday, November 21, 2010

Star Destroyer Pinewood

The Family Man - Final Weekend

We have a house in New Jersey, have two children, Annie and Josh. Annie is not much of a violinist, but we all make, it's a little early, but only because he says what he thinks! And when she smiles ... And Josh ... He has your eyes, does not say much, but we know it is a wake up! Always keeps his eyes open, you know, we always observed, sometimes you're watching and you realize they are learning something new ... is like watching a miracle.
The house is a mess, but it is our ... 120 more mortgage payments and will be ours! And you lend legal assistance, and so, free legal advice, but do not create problems. And we
in love after 13 years of marriage we are still incredibly in love, do not you let me touch you if you do not say.
sing for you, not always, but certainly on special occasions. And we have had our share of surprises and even made sacrifices, but we stayed together.
See, you're better than me and made me better near you.
do not know, maybe it was just a dream, maybe I went to bed in a sad night of December and I imagined it all, but I swear that nothing has ever been more real, and if we now get on that plane disappear forever .
I know we can continue with our lives, we caveremmo the fine, but I saw what we could be together and I choose us.
Please Kate, a cup of coffee, you can always go to Paris, only, please not tonight.

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Facebook: become famous as the cupid of friends not seen for some time. In fact, I am a victim too, of his arrows. After years, I met an old friend. For privacy reasons I will give him a fake name. Let's say that after years I saw John. We spent a pleasant evening, chatting with others of the past 10 years. Then, when I was taken back home, I discovered that he has a story similar to mine. He reviewed a childhood friend after 25 years, and it was love at first sight, about two years ago. But after a bit 'of back and forth, she decided two months ago to leave, accusing him of not giving her what she wanted. He realized his mistake, and is willing to start over. But she is confident in its decisions, even if his actions are not consistent, and calls him, gets upset if he does not answer, meet, but after every match she stands firm on its decision. He speaks of her with the dreamy and nostalgic air of one who has realized what he lost, of people in love but can not get what he wants and not forget it. And is the first time someone I envy the physical distance from the person I love and who does not want me.
I was ever so perfectly understand a person, to be so in harmony. And dovergli give advice. What do you want advice, a man in love? He's in love, only love can.
But I am slowly going crazy. Until yesterday, Mariano had taken away from her facebook relationship status, but I had held my own, and even appeared on my facebook that I was in a relationship with him (but he does not know ... like kindergarten). But a couple of days that figure is only in a relationship. His name is gone. Perhaps he had just put the non-public status, without erasing my name. Now maybe the took off. Or maybe it's facebook that takes a little 'to update and had not noticed that I am with him but he did not want it to be public? I nearly came the urge to change my relationship status in the good old It's complicated. But aside from all the questions I would, as he would take? Maybe look at facebook all day and likes to know that I still consider myself his girlfriend, maybe give him security, makes it clear that I'm still here waiting for him. And it is indeed the case.
To stay on facebook, I also wondered if this tr a colleague has a name. I once thought that only women who consciously tried to take away other women's men could be regarded as tr. Instead I realized that any woman anywhere near your man is a tr. Even if you do not know about you, even if he says there's nothing with you, and so it is not his fault. She remains a tr.
Then, out of curiosity to see the face that I will possibly disfiguring, I started to look for the friendships of women in facebook Mariano from August to now. I have excluded many cases, I was given some finalist. I do not know who is this tr. I said, I'm slowly going crazy. It's not that I do not know anything about him. I keep banging my head on the wall rather than pick up the phone and call. The other night was online on facebook. 'll Never find him online on facebook, but last night there. I had to tie my hands to write. But I'm afraid. We can not do anything with it. And if you feel chat? And if you send messages? There are no messages on facebook, I do not know if they feel in other ways ... But it will not feel was the right choice? I've left the field open ... White told me that he saw Mariano. Told her that he had moved, the other night in Suzzolins. But he is doing now? Where is it? As he passed the wkend? How's your back?
I'm counting the days ... Every night before going to bed I take that receipt of Tesco which now houses fixed on my bedside table and add a dash to your calendar from prison. I have to get to 30: 15 November to 15 December. It is still a long way ...
long as the road in the Australian desert. Just back in Ireland has changed his profile picture on facebook. A straight road, which crosses the desert, that you do not see the end. That is how you feel now? They do not see where it leads? What is so adrift? That feels so lonely? What does it mean that photo? How do I give a word of comfort ... but I can not. I do not have a call, contact, nothing. White has forbidden me to send him also links to job ads. None. News blackout. I told her, if anything, seeing that we were moving away from me, to tell him to read my blog. To let him know that I'm not forgetting. I can not forget. That I'm talking about every day, even if he does not know. What I do not want to leave alone anymore. Never again.
Then today he changed his profile picture again. He got in the wave of cartoon Animated put Mickey Mouse. But not a Mickey Mouse any. He put the sorcerer's apprentice. Fantasia.
I'm really dumb, because I'm sure that I had spoken once, why he felt like Mickey Mouse. And not just because of his ex. There was another tie, but I do not remember. Cracked. Oh well, we interpret. Because the sorcerer's apprentice? Why anyone would want to control everything but the situation gets out of hand? That it is her dream? Or a condition? No, his dream. To be able to have a family to think about, to be protected.
But I put Cat's Eye. Because I liked him. And because I had told my mother that I made the big thief, as them. I did not do the thief, but my adventures I have had.
And today, looking at Alex with photos of my trip, he and my mother were talking about what I could do. Tell some television, Licia Colo type, making it a service that actually could become a job as a traveling I do I'm never in tourist places but in places a bit more 'special. Why do my mother is like the protagonist of Into the Wild, who had sought freedom in nature, but he remained a prisoner. Because according to them once you start to travel can not stop. But Mariano already knew that I had been a prisoner of my travels. And this is where I'm trying to escape. Like the protagonist of Into the Wild could not go back, Mariano is my return ticket. For he stopped me. I was freed and taken prisoner in itself. But why do all against
strokes? I too am afraid of that "old traveling bone" that could give me problems in the future. But I hope to put a little 'aside. I know that I'm just like, that deep down they are like cat eyes. But again, I must be able to give up something, I can not save both ways every time. I know I have to choose between two halves of myself, but I can not do otherwise.
Years ago when I was planning my trip back from Australia on a Panda, I dreamed of arriving in Madrid as a final goal. I dreamed to disassemble the car, having thousands of photographers and television stations that offered me work as a writer or traveler by profession, starting perhaps for months twice a year. But waiting in all that chaos there was also the love of my life, someone I had known before leaving and that I had waited for my return. She had a face at the time. I did not know who he was, I just knew it existed. In my dream could be seen only from behind, not to give him the face of anyone. I approached those shoulders asking "Three weeks a year?" Meaning the holidays that we would if we had taken a life together, a normal life. "Yes," was his answer. I turned to reporters and declined every offer. I had everything I had always wanted to make the journey of my life and stop with someone.
Imagine: go to Mariano's house and show him a piece of paper. "What?" "It 's the job of a television network, to the traveler by profession, to make travel reportage." "It' s your chance to do what you want" "You're right . But I'm ready to give it up if only you ask me. I'll never have more than an offer like that, but I'll never find a man like you even more. You can come with me if you want, we travel together. But I know it a normal life that you desire. The fact is that I do not care what we're going to do, just that we do together. "
The family man: I saw what we could be together and I choose us.
You, my love, what do you choose?

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I am made to feel a bit. Sorry. But it was wkend.
It 's the first time I'm home for so long. And honestly now I know so few people around here that I was afraid of not finding anything to do at this time.
But maybe I grew up. Perhaps the magic of Facebook. But I did not think I could find to do at the wkend, during the week, to meet old friends with whom you are no longer really in touch for years. From 2001. Almost 10 years. But we grow, we become adults, and why they will not be for a beer, a pizza? I never thought I'd reached a point of saying "I have a commitment with someone you want but if we are all together." I. I, I can not organize anything, I never find the time to do things. I did this, I joined two groups. Small, I admit. But there was never successful.
After all, back here in Italy would not be as bad as I thought. There are a lot of people I could call, with whom I could spend the time with which to start a friendship that was stopped. Why not? I have less fear now ...

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Bernardelli Gardone Parts

prisoner has broken ... Peace ...

Tonight I'm doing wrong. I am reading the mail that Mariano had sent me while I was in Russia. I have read three of the first who sent me, even in June. Basta. They are too beautiful. So sincere, so in love .... Listen even as those words from his lips? I sure hope so ....
Today, however, another fact has happened. It is broken. After three years, after thinking it would never happened, it broke. That bracelet that a Brazilian, three years ago, I tied on the wrist and asked to say a prayer for each node seemed indestructible. My prayers were three short-term reality, so I thought it was useless now that the bracelet was broken or because they had already made, or would no longer be served come true. And in fact I have even forgotten what I asked. But one of the three I remember.
At that time I had a very sore back. I had a strong cough, and had ended up back muscles ache from the effort. I was in the midst of suffering when this girl knotted three times that bracelet on my wrist. And my first wish was that I passed back pain. Obviously I could not imagine that it would take three years to break, so I went back pain well before the bracelet would make its effect. But it broke now. And I have no back pain now. But a person that I care so much. That was the back pain I meant at the time, without knowing it?
There are two other facts I remember at that time. Shortly before I met Mark. I thought it might be a good boy for me, but I was not very convinced. In addition, it was not that long ago that I decided to stay in Dublin following the failure of my examination in Trieste, but still had to convince myself that this was the right choice for me. Now I would not let me get carried away by fantasy, or hope, but it may be that one of the prayers was to figure out who was the right man for me, and the other to figure out what I wanted for me in general in my life. In practice, the choice of whether to stay in Dublin, Lufthansa, had been the right choice.
Even these prayers called for a short-term response, and eventually had to make my comments and my choices apart from the effect of the bracelet. Then Mariano
Monday accused me of having too many strange ideas for the head, travel, travel, entertainment, to hostels, a lot of other dreams more or less feasible. Accused me of not speaking the same language, they do not want the same things he wanted. So I took him to Suzzolins, I showed him my house, that house where I was born and raised, the house that are years I say that one day I will put in place to go and live there. I explained it was done and what ideas I had, that the field could have been behind an orchard, which the two rooms of entry could be combined to make a living, that the rooms were although three were small, I'd like to put them to the north even though I do, but think how nice to have the bed under the window, waking up in the morning, look out and see the lake ...
See that house has done more good for me than him. I told him I was the only dream I ever had. And it's true. Then the paths of life have led me somewhere else is a different speech. I've spent three years in Dublin and traveling the world was because I was with myself, because I never had to think about me and another person, but only to myself. And the single life in Cordovado is not the best. Dublin singles for me, gave me much more. The decision to remain there three years ago could not be more right. But I could never think of my whole life there. I could never think of a family there.
I always felt like a family. But what does it mean to have a family? Of course, first of all means to find someone to fall in love, with which you want to build something. And it means giving up.
Everything in life requires giving up something else. There are people who give up family for the job. Artists and musicians often sacrifice themselves for their passion. But to quote an imaginary example, Uma Thurman in Kill Bill says it was the deadliest woman in the world, but now that she was pregnant she was afraid for her child. She was giving up to his being a killer for a son.
And I, today, I realized that I have to give up something. I gave up the house for years for a good job, a beautiful environment, my travels, myself. But now, if I want to achieve that dream, I have to give up all this.
Why I have not done this before? Simple: because one's dream home has never been for me alone. I have never seen the reason for putting it right to live alone. But having a family and raise a child, then it makes sense. With Mariano makes sense.
Mariano: I have often questioned about why I like it. And paradoxically, I have never found an appropriate answer. Why is it so sweet? Too. Why has decided to take a look? Too. Why would a perfect father and husband? Too. None of these answers I was never fully satisfied. Thinking back to the moments I spent with him but I realized that my happiness depends on her. Why smile if he smiles first. Why look at him smile and I'm fine. Because it makes me feel happy to have done all that I had to do, and this gives me peace.
It 'important to peace, especially for someone like me whose brain is hyperactive hamster. How many more or less strange ideas I had over the years? Becoming a writer, to become a professional traveler, open a Bed & Breakfast in Ireland, working on a farm in the Outback Australian. None of these, however, fits with the idea of \u200b\u200bputting in place the house Suzzolins. But Mariano made me want to stop, give up all this for him. It 's the first, in all these years. And so that dream with him, fits perfectly. Why now would make sense to leave Dublin. I would give up a single life for a life with him. A Suzzolins maybe two paychecks for a thousand Euros or so, a mortgage of 25 years, two hearts and a hut, a simple life, and a lot of peace.
Perhaps it is no coincidence that this bracelet is broken today ...

Monday, November 15, 2010

How Long Should A Nordictrack Exp2000i Last?

She loves me ... he loves me ...

Tonight I'm going to sleep with a smile.
He said he loves me. A minute later
went back to "I love a lot of good" in the previous two hours of conversation, he returned to his confusion.
But I cried when I said it. Why he Meant it. How did I ever doubt it? Even just for a minute? Cracked.
He loves me.
Basta.
Goodnight.
:)