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Nostalgia

Sunday we left rogue grandparents all week, taking home the little one who experiences for the first time aware of the thrill of an only child. It happened that the nano would remain on them for a few days, is a period of separation that is good for him (who loves to be there, so that when asked where he lives responding "grandparents") and to us, we breathe a bit ': the little sister can play with all the playable without being stripped of everything over, the DVD player takes the dust, I have to study too many different menus, make a baby in the nursery instead of two is a package (but I can still arrive very late for work) and, if the dwarf has not decided to do a jam session of pots, we can also hear a news ...

Everything nice but ... for the first time I'm experiencing a throbbing of my nostalgia ... pupone hear his voice on the phone telling his busy day between games, hoover, dogs, tractors, cartoon ... see it on skype while trying to kiss the screen ... I just want to have him here hug and kissing and biting their buttocks!

But what is missing from Friday?

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20b

Mariano Thursday morning he left for Italy without delay. His parents have been hospitalized and he must go to take care of them.
"Maybe it's my chance" I thought, "I go to Italy and be near him, let him understand that I understand what are the important things and are now willing to return early for him to feel what I really want him. "
I questioned all day about what to do. The first flight was on Saturday and if I had to buy it. Thursday evening I met Andrea in chat. According to him, I had to leave Saturday. "We want that there is a" he said. But according to White I would not have changed anything, it was useless to go there three days earlier in a period when he still had no time for anyone. He would not have changed things.
Friday evening I had to see me with Eva. I still had not made a decision about what to do, and it was time to leave the house. I just heard Bianca on Skype. "I also ask what Eva I think when you see it. " But it was to see her to know that I would have told you not to leave.
I looked up to heaven. "Dad ... I feel that I must go, in my heart that I need to go, it seems to me one more chance that was given to me and I do not want to waste. But if you just give me reason, most say it is useless, perhaps because they can see farther than me. You tell me, Daddy, what to do, because I have no idea and I'm afraid to make mistakes again. "
With these thoughts I left the house. I had arrived in the neighborhood the night before with a taxi, but they seemed wasted money at 5 pm. I began to look for a bus stop. On the road there was one just outside the home. I went: no timetable, but there was clear from the sign just went to 20b. I looked a bit 'further: not far away was the Malahide Road, and lots of buses passing at that moment.
I walked to the Malahide to have any more chance of not dying frozen waiting for a bus when no one knew would pass. On Malahide
the stop was near the intersection. I slipped under the shelter to wait. I had just lost a lot of buses, I had seen them go as I approached. "We hope he steps in a hurry." And while I thought, here emerge from the side from which I was just out to 20b. I looked at him as if I had seen a ghost. He stopped, I went, I sat down and started thinking.
I thought that this time the sign was clear enough. No matter how many chances you give a life, or how many they lose. If our bus is 20b, will be the one to go sooner or later, and we can not do anything except go and see where it takes us. The bus 20b is my life, is the bus of my mind, I do not have to waste. I have to return to live, not in a hurry to overdo it, without the anxiety of being late on something or to go for strength. Slowly, taking my bus and go. Maybe one day on my 20b will rise again Mariano, or a handsome stranger who will sit by my side and will make a trip with me. I do not know now, but the fate knows what awaits me, and I await his next mark. Meanwhile, I get on 20b.

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Enjoy Christmas!

half an hour I dedicated to my bloggettino, and at Christmas time is gold ... So here is my own flood of thoughts:

- it's Christmas! It's Christmas! and for the first time not to make a frettoloso shopping in cerca di regali inutili e costosi. La promessa (con i parenti di mio marito) è: niente doni tra adulti, solo ai bimbi. Io me la sono cavata con il calendario 2011 con le foto dei nani e un po' di mangiarini (alcuni acquistati, altri rifilati), i pacchi sono già pronti (tiè!).

- di contro sono in extra-affanno per le valigie: domani andiamo dai nonni in montagna, poi il nano si ferma da loro per una settimana, ma non ho niente di pronto, tutto sugli stendini o, peggio, nella cesta della biancheria... mi servono un'altra lavatrice e un'asciugatrice e anche qualcuno che me le riempia, magari ;-)

- la nana ha pensato che questo era il momento adatto per farsi venire la congiuntivite: wakes in the morning with eyes glued and I have to subject it to multiple daily torture to give her sight and also the breath, because it has a mega cold ... every time I lay on my baby cries as if you were to cut up, but poor thing, he's right, including eye drops and nasal wash and diaper change are we doing a good quarter of an hour of agony.

- finally see each other again aunt Dutch (puLtroppo not her boyfriend who in fact remained in Amsterdam to cry out loud) covered it with kisses and duties as a real aunt and will have the honor to spend the night with the nano.

- my husband and I FINALLY step 2 (due!) nights alone in the hotel, thanks to the grandparents (and aunt) that we keep the puppets ... I only say that we have prepared a bowl of champagne ;-))))))))

All my warm wishes for

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Despite the wild bunch of gifts that St. Nicholas and Saint Lucia took no more than a week ago, here is what they play with my children

L 'next year Saint Lucia rather than the letter sent to the Mondialcasa!

Catchy Invitation Phrases 18th

Snow and sun

Snowball!

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Error

Aiutoooooooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why? Because I want to put the record straight and make the situation worse? Why I can never do / say the right thing at the right time? Maturity? Bad luck? What's wrong?
tremble. I cry. And I'm in a living room full of people. Anger. So much anger. Anger because I have to start all over again. This time I really wanted. And where do I start? From what?
Void. Empty empty. My place is Dublin. It is not Italy. I do not know where it is. I do not know ... ..
Dad ... why? Why? Mariano did not like? It was too similar to you? Or maybe too different? Or maybe I do not want to stop me with someone? I am destined to be alone ... they are too violent. Maybe it's better that way.
Maybe I need someone who understands me. They are violent as you were. But Mom knew you were a good man. Except that unlike me ... you were mature. Always knew what to do and when. I've never learned. I try hard, but I can not really. I will never be mother, wife. I need me the baby sitter, who always tell me what to do. But who wants someone like me?
But I want? I do not want to stay in Dublin for life. That's why I liked Mariano? Because in him I could see my return ticket to Italy? Of course, I was comfortable it was to San Vito. But you say that was why, that's why, I can not let it go? Perhaps it had become more of a establishing a manifestation of feelings?
The signs were clear ... but this time because of this divine right escapes me. After all, I with him, before all this, there I was fine. I had my doubts during the trip, but eventually I came to see him happy and in love. Perhaps the signs were not for me, in effect, not to understand what I wanted, but to inform me that he would not have wanted more.
So where are the signs for me? What should I do now? Talk about ... something ... tell me if I act on my own because I do more harm than already done!
He has already forgotten me. He has already set aside. See the room without a frog and the advent calendar made me more harm that gave me the shove. I was stupid. But the anger has made me forget that the ashtrays were flying in that last year in Milan. Yet another error. Yet another wrong time.
Bah, enough. I lost. Horned and clubs. I wanted to tell him that he had been a turd in the hope that retrace his steps. I misjudged it again. Many mistakes and no chance to fix it. I wonder what I did in my previous life, because in this I can not think of anything.

Many Minutes Daylight

Pieraccioni After a movie you do not learn much, but often the simple moral are the most effective ... Type: "When there is a person with a good, relaxed, and above all the runs always, always, to laugh, it means that he is in love!"
Yes, it could play my expense ... but now it takes me to my: the positive attitude makes positive things happen. After all, we seek only happiness. And laughing is good, and I like it when someone is glad to see my smile. And 'maybe the only good thing that life has given me. And I enjoy my time to give it to others. We begin to be happy with ourselves. The world will adapt.

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Stop Laughing

not much happens ...

... Which Way Should I read this?
Who did the biggest mistake?

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still have it all with me because they are small and white ... Today

From a friend's facebook:


T: Hope is not the last to die. The feelings are ... What a disappointment ...
E: no sadness, from ..... otherwise the sun never comes back !.... : '(
T: When you think of the other person does not give much but get nothing when you think you are honest, but is not believed, when it climbs a mountain behind but there is another even higher ... here, it's hard not to be sad ...
E: .... do not know why ..... but it is always with the negative experiences, disappointments and musate .... that becomes larger and stronger .... ....
T: Why do I need to burn me a hand to understand that fire burns? Why can not grow up together?
E: .... because we are animals ..... and .... and learn from the experience because you often want different things .... and the roads are divided ...
T: And when you realize you want the same things ...? Then when something does not add or the premises are wrong or the conclusions. Something's wrong secure. And if they were the feelings? Think how sad ...
E: .... no one says that it is easy ... but ..... or just one of those stories that run on fb .... I read ...." I have learned that when Serbs and resentment bitterness .... happiness is somewhere else "..... may be true .....
T: wrong to keep a grudge. I spoke just a moment ago with a dear person. Who can not forgive (do not say forget) the errors made in good faith and who bears a grudge then bears a grudge against evil lives ...
E: .... then ... the "feelings ".... that remain are not all negative ... :)
T: 'that's the problem! :) I
: my baby .. then you have not tried at all .. should not be intrusive to let her know ... we know almost everything about her to let her know that you're the only one who want really good ... I hope that you will understand them or make them feel unique emotions ... but for this you have to sweat in silence but an improvement: P I know it's hard but I'll explain more in private: P
S: the real problem is that it is easy to trust ... but DARE RI-confidence takes time and work


Svegliaaaaaaa!! He will not happen ... Cmq
and yes, everyone has one with me ... because everywhere I turn I find something that reminds me of this .... enough !!!!!!!

Long Does Take Lice Show Up

only chat and FB

B: How are you today?
C: shit. still pissed
B: Well, venting anger treasure
C: If someone does not knock me feel better
B: do as I did, from fists to the bed. I also gave it to the cabinet, in fact I had dislocated my hand: D
C: is my mom: D: D: D: D: D: D
B: eh your mother capipra '
C: would not let' I said
B: You should ...
C: but already knew that we had left, needless to go into details
B: when Paul had dumped me and my mother 'and I was the person who' was more 'next. Well, it depends, I would tell the
C: no, not me. for her we broke up in October and that's it. I'm not going to tell him, I'd rather see my friends
B: C
ok, but what time you sent the message yesterday?
White: boh, at 6. ah no 7
C: perhaps he had already read the blog then. fucking shit. mo see who returns idea again! invertebrate
B: ie?
C: the blog is basically a declaration of love in several places with a sandwich incazzatura written from early November onwards. he has not said anything yesterday, just in a more verbose
B: I know Christian, I assure you I know how you feel. [...] Pero 'Christian, one must be prepared especially to men of shit
C: only men of shit, do not exist for other types
B: there are gays
C: does not belong to the category
men [...]
B: however, darling, let it lose Mariano
C: No, I want to beat him, then let go
B: you see that you were not meant to be together
C: why I continue to be convinced cntrario?
B: 'cause you do not want to see the reality' and as' now
C: No, but I can see it is just an asshole who can not make a fucking decision, which goes around pretending to be a strong and does not know that then address the problems. goes around saying he did not have never liked the simplest solution, but then instead of solving a problem is with another. invertebrate shit
B: do not see it as a diversion, not 'that he' s gone with another for not solving the problem with you, maybe he just did not see a problem with you, I do not know, but you only want good and the Like another person
C: you'll see another two years will like him because we will start to have problems with this.
B: there are always problems and it 'even if you back into an normal relationship you like other people but does not mean that in the end preferiswci dfavvero
C: but I hpo that problem? peche all run away from me? why are all qualocsa better?
B: she's not 'better than you, and' just more 'suitable for him than you can be. love is sometimes not enough, and this 'truth'. and believe me never to doubt that he has loved you, because 'Christian, I was there to dry her tears
C: crocodile tears. he was in love with me, but I have never loved
B: No, wrong.
C: more of the same idea, that if one is in love, even if one loves, that love to fight, not throw it for the first sculettio
B: correct. he could say the same thing. 're like two little boys, accused of the same things you
C: I know that I was wrong in a lot of things but I am convinced that things can be resolved only need to have the balls to do so. if you're interested in something you fight for it, at all costs. is that he is not interested, it's never been interested, would not throw it all away.
B: I know, I'm in your same idea, but maybe he has reached that point at which 'was wounded too. sometimes you know you can not 'turn things around.
C: you never know anything, you just try, maybe it's just that one is afraid and does not feel like you should start a new story that is easier. There are already over, and I also know that if a loved America more, sooner or later, it is so. why I think the couples are sometimes easy to be. Just wait and impeganrsi a bit, but nothing is unsolvable if you want to try to solve
B: I do not know Christian. for the time and 'over, you have to think so


Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek

Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only Just Begun
to form crop circles in the carpet,
sinking, feeling.
Spin me around again
and rub my eyes.
This can’t be happening
when busy streets,
a mess with people would stop
to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek,
trains and sewing machines.
All those years
they were here first.

Oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life.

Hide and seek,
trains and sewing machines.
You won’t catch me around here.
Blood and tears,
they were here first.

Mmm… what you say?
Mmm, that you only meant well?
Well, of course you did!
Mmm… what you say?
Mmm, that it’s all for the best?
Of course it is!
Mmm, what you say?
Mmm, that it’s just what we need?
You decided this!
Mmm, what you say?
What did SHE say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth,
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs
speak no feeling. No, I don’t believe you,
you don’t care a bit, you don’t care a bit.
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth,
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs
speak no feeling. No, I don’t believe you,
you don’t care a bit, you don’t care a bit,
you don’t care a bit, you don’t care a bit,
you don’t care a bit, you do not care a bit, you do not care a bit
!

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Relationship status: divorced

No, but we realize? "I love you but give me time." And this asshole comes up with another?!? But I take the piss out ?!?!?!
"Can I call you again at this moment I have no words to express how I feel." But you do not need words. But how do you feel? "I'm an asshole." No, you are. It's different.
But why are so ass?!?! Why I still think there is a prince, a man different from all others? They're all alike, is right Annalisa: you leave only if they already have an alternative. Otherwise, if they want to leave but do not have the balls do everything to make you leave.
confuse falling in love with love. Mariano was in love with me, but I have never loved. Falling in love is to make you do a lot of crap for one person, like come to Dublin knowing that even her party. But then love is that when problems makes you want to fight to keep a person. And he never loved me. It's no so much when I take it if I point out. It's true.
fact had never even too convinced when he said it. He said more often in English and Italian. Sounds less strong. How did I not understand it now ?!?!?!?!?!
And then ... she will always go with her as if all is well. He can not solve the problems. He runs away from problems. And the hope of him being so many problems, so you will realize that, yes, a weak, as was self-defined. It always will be, will never be able to pick up a situation (which is not call the plumber because the boiler does not) and pull out the balls to answer it (because they have not).
If you see the woodpecker.
My guess today: to be to take a drink with Nonis and company. He comes. I stand up, salute and I to go. The others ask me why. "See, he explains," I say marking it. I turned around to leave and he takes my hand to detain me. I whirled around and saddled with a right in his face that sent him to the ground. "Explain this" and I'm leaving. They look at him in search of explanations. "I left." "The sentence is not complete," said Nonis. "... To another." He gets one from another table and gave you only one? It was too good! "
Then my ideal end that he is always chasing me, but not much will happen, better end it here. According to Anna
are not bad enough. I should have been jealous, not trust, check out more. He's right, I'm really a fool. A fool with that little because both trusts. He said that I should treat it bad, do not tell him that I would have expected. Because if I'm here like a fool that he did not look back. And in fact ... I would have to be tough in the face, not to the patient. And if not, however, served to get him back, at least would serve to get him what he deserved.
Mariano said that once he came back crawling from one person. Well, we hope that the lesson is served, since it will end very first to even be able to talk to me. According to White he will want to see me when I'm in Dublin. Will crawl up to my apartment (wherever that is) and still has not said he will open. Tomorrow I will be destroyed
sadness. Tuesday I have a party. I go there and I do that the first meeting. Maybe two. Or three. I call the number at all and I will do one day. Yes, out of spite. So much so that he cares? He left me, no? Bah, does not deserve it. I, however, I deserve my respect.
And who wants a phone call that starts with "I can no longer be with you" and arrive at "now no longer safe." But the decision, or not? But you need the mother to tell you what to do every day or we pull out sti fucking balls to decide something of our lives? Ah, sorry, I forgot that you did not already ... ... ....
But you realize to whom I dedicated the ride of my life? In such an idiot ?!?!?!?! But how did I do? But how stupid ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Stupid, stupid, stupid. But you did not find enough lesson years ago? No, obviously not. I'm just dumb.
Tonight I did two times in the 180 highway. Once the 170. The Audi was vibrating. I walked around the streets in my area. The narrow road climbing up to me one day that we crash. Gasoline wasted, I know. But at least some 'relief. Tomorrow I leave on a bicycle. So at 5 I'll be awake. I will come again tachycardia. I have not learned shit out of life.
It has not even thrown the phone down. I said hello, but did not throw down. He has always done. He always told me that he can not. I waited a bit 'to see if he had the balls to do so at least this time. Nothing. I had to do it. Foolish. But as I did not understand it ?!?!?! When the other times he had the guts to close a normal conversation, how did you come to my mind that it could be the man for me? We must be just stupid.
He had the most painful phone call of his life. No, because I enjoyed? I want to draw .... But what are her best friend now? No. No. Fucking. You unravel the ste shit from you. You have made a choice, take it forward.
I will certainly want to review. But who said that I want to review it?!?! But going to fuck. I do not want to see again. Never again.
"Now you hate me to death." All apologies. I never said to hate him, but only to be pissed off. All apologies for saying "I'm not back with her because she does not want me anymore."
"Because my husband betrayed me?" "But he has not betrayed you. Sometimes men betray themselves when they run away from the woman they love. " (My big fat Greek holiday).
is not your case anyway. I have never loved. I say this just to console me a bit '. It's just another fact in favor of the theory that he's a jerk.
Asshole. He won the post of Asshole nr. 2 on my phone. Ehhhh, sorry, no. 1 has already been awarded ... ... happens. But all the assholes to me ?!?!?!

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I like a vague feeling of deja-vu ... Snow Pro

Summary of each story of love that the world ends:

"[...] how can I trust you if you do not keep faith even in these small things? How can I believe that you keep faith in greater things if they already you weigh? These are the worst times. Those times when I wonder what is really the truth you tell me. And in these moments I always seem to be little, too little to be so. The room is warm, yet I tremble ... I tremble and cry, because I do not know where you are, with who and what you do. And I can not I trust, I can not. [...] I feel very small, in your thoughts, and then say: "But there are in his thoughts?" And if you are in your thoughts I fear what you can do. Because if my first thought was enough to remind you that I was a person that you had to respect, now that my thought is maybe you do not respect me ... Maybe ... Maybe ... Maybe ... I do not know. I'm exhausted. [...]
[...] Even in sleep I will read our story, one that has not yet been written, that my heart is inventing, because it can not fly unless it has your side, and could stop you know that you can not, and must necessarily believe that there will be, otherwise how could I live with a heart that beats faster? [...]
[...] I think maybe yes, I often put [the trip] in front of you, but now I can not see [these pictures] to which I have to write tomorrow, because even the law only your name, even if your name is not there. But you're everywhere, and you're not here. I see you everywhere, but I can not touch you, to caress, to kiss you. You're not there. Not now. Who knows since when. I wonder if there will be.
Who knows where you are. I wonder if my thoughts are with you. But it is better not to think about this, I may start to feel bad. Although I know that these sad thoughts are waiting for me under the covers, waiting for the light to scare me off with their shadows, and I will cry, cry, until, exhausted, I fall asleep, and will not be soon. I hope to be more tired than dead, I hope to wake up again tomorrow morning. I hoped so much these days, and soon came true. I wonder if these hopes will be like the other ...
And meanwhile you'll be entertaining you, how I do not know, and I make myself smaller and smaller in your mind, getting smaller and smaller, so small that soon I will cry you will hear a goodbye just before she vanished.
I wish I had the strength to fight, but you give it to me and you takes it from me, at your leisure. Right now you are removing me, and slowly ... killing me softly ... [...]
[...] A guardian angel that would not allow anything to hurt me, because I loved because I loved him because we loved each other, because when I cuddle him and I were hiding in one, sweet, beautiful. [...]
[...] I understand your pain, why is my pain, but I do not understand your love, the love you feel and you do not want to admit that love which should make you think of me and instead makes you think of anything else. But maybe it thinks about the pain, your love think of me. Or maybe both think of me, in me collide and mingle like colors from which comes out third, I can not define, or fear that I define. Maybe hate? But love is born of hate, hate, if anything, was born love (My only love, sprung from my only hate! - My only love sprung from my only hate!). But unfortunately if you hate it, maybe even hatred by love reborn. Maybe fear? Fear of suffering and love, afraid to love because it hurts, love and pain as they occur together. Perhaps indifference? No, emotions so strong they can not leave anyone indifferent. You can be indifferent to the dentist's drill or the surgeon's knife? Despite the anesthesia (which in your case could be you) we feel that something happens to our body, we feel that something is moving, it is removed, it is repaired. [...] What in shakes violently, or even gently, but moves something, can not remain indifferent. Perhaps anger? I would say that I hate most is anger, resentment, perhaps accompanied by a slight hungry, that desire for revenge eating in and makes you hungry. But I do not see this indifference: I see quite a conscious lucidity, perhaps unconscious, but knows his stuff.
I do not know what color is out of that mixture of feelings that I address myself, but for sure no matter what the love you felt for me is still there, struggling to survive. Sometimes I can get out of the stormy waves of the emotional currents, but you stand there looking at him instead of a pull his jacket, because you're afraid of not being able to save him, and even worse, fall well you in the storm.
Do not be afraid, love is a wonderful thing ... Always! [...]
[...] We also spent hours talking, and when you had to end the conversation there was always something else to say, often leaving the next day. I also had a [whole evenings] the phone [...] and we had not said anything.
And now I think of us - the last act (the first part). We in the last period we had nothing to say, we were almost strangers, routine. Everything was wonderful once it had become normal, [the email] was like a ball and chain to keep [the eye] while doing something else not to waste time. [...] Why
we have not said anything? Because we did not want anything more to do with each other? Before, it was also important to know what one did during the day, although it was almost always the same thing every time it is told with different parts, with different tone, and seemed always something new. When you did not have anything particular to say there was always something to talk about. Possible that all the arguments they had sold out in only three [months]? [...]
[..] And 'I do not want to stop talking with you, I will always tell you everything I think, that when I start the first act of the [second] part you did not lose even one iota of what are, and what become. [...]
[...] But those who know the meaning of the snow? Too many to list. But I will tell you a couple of contrasting and complementary nonetheless. Snow symbolizes death: first, because it creates a silence fell around almost unreal. And because it covers everything, with his white coat wipes out everything you saw, and all becomes equal. To the world you knew is not the shadow. But for this snow is also rebirth: the shadow of the world you knew it creates a new, white, silent, quiet, other than they knew, yet always the same.
Maybe so, maybe our history died that day and waiting reborn. [...]
[...] The confirmation that you want me, now, as it is. If you have sex only what we did the last time we met, so I got it all wrong in four [months]. If you have more, as I think, a little 'I want. And if you want me, at least a little, 'just a comma, it does not cost anything to be my lover. It would be a natural thing. [...] You're right, it was also my fault that I now have to wait longer. But you also know that you have the power to stop this waiting when you want. I just do not want.
Why will not you? You do not want to have problems? Do not want to risk having? Life is always a risk: if you forgive me, could lead to problems, if you do not forgive me, you risk losing. [...]
[...] do not ask you to love me to madness tomorrow. I ask you to take risks. Try. To try to give me more of a pebble. You may receive in return a mountain. Or a pile of dust. We have no certainties in life. The only certainty we crearcele from us. Our love has always been one certainty was that person that there would be anything went wrong during the day we would wait for the evening [...] to speak, to console us, to listen.
ask permission to be your girlfriend, not having to ask every time "but that it should be noted at this time, but for technical reasons I can not say." I feel connected when I talk to you. I would say things I can not tell you, because you're not my boyfriend, but it's damn hard to hold the other side when you are, or at least it looks, the same as always. I just want to talk to you as I did at first, freely, without worrying about what you thought, because I knew you'd be listening without reproach. I wish I could say things without having to ask "Can I ask you something? But if you say the later you get angry ..." Tell you, that's all. Without fear that you get angry. And if you get angry, it does not matter. You have always been angry about certain things, but I've never given the feeling that I had to tell you something. Now I have it. [...]
[...] All I know is that if give me a little more, help me to give you more of my time. If we have to rebuild something we have to put one brick at a time. One each. [...]
[...] My heart is broken, and it is my fault. [...]
[...] I had dreams, dreams that now I can not realize dreams that I have not. And I fear they are again in my eyes, but I'm afraid that if you look back in my eyes do not see them. But there are, I beg you to believe that there are new, look into my eyes and look for them, maybe you'll like revising.
I know you do not love me anymore. But I can not resign, I can not. It makes no sense that I can no longer do you have in my life. I still want you in my life, I want you in my dreams, I dream with you, I want to talk to you. I want you. [...]
[...] But I do not want to give up, I will not despair, I always hope you'll come back to me. I truly hope that all this is just a bad dream, is only a moment in which you want to be alone with yourself, but then come back to me. [...]
[...] Forgive me for what I did, I tried to fix it, I could not forgive me for that too. Give me another chance. Not far from me. Come closer. [...]
[...] You're my world. And the world that I saw with you was all I needed. And I need it still. [...]
[...] There is still one of us. And if you do not see it, is because it is a bit 'hidden. But there is, and sooner or later will come out. [...] "

If man does not learn from its mistakes, the woman I learned to be stronger and more respect.
But I have not learned to give a damn ...

"The mood affects the taste, love them change."

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I can not believe it's the third time I miss the snow in Dublin. It Seems That the weather can peep into my schedule and organizes snow storms right when I'm not there. Every snow storm When I leave starts and stops just before I go back. It's such a pity, because I love snow. When it snows you always must look at the world in a different way. I don’t really like it when a low deck is laying down on the floor. Ten cars pass and it turns into mug, soils your clothes and prevents snowball battles. I prefer when a good half meter blocks every technology mankind has invented. No cars on the roads, no flights at the airport, even biking is impossible. Of course we have snowmobiles and skis which wait just that White Christmas feeling to go out and play, but at the beginning, when you wake up in the morning and nothing has been done yet on the streets, you feel like you are at the moment of the creation of the world. Everything is still, everything is waiting to live in a new way as in the old one is not possible anymore. You go out of your house like you are facing an unknown adventure.
But my favourite snowy moment is definitely when the snow is falling down. Its laying softly on every object makes a sound so close to silence that every other sound is overwhelmed by it. Every time I watch from the window the snow falling down my mind is wrapped between the flakes and twirls in the wind over the floor so it doesn’t make noise. Those flakes between me and the usual landscape makes me feel I’m in such a different place far away and the loud silence makes the world even further. In that moment, anywhere I am, I find the place I’m restlessly looking for every moment of my life. When the snow is falling my soul is finally at peace.

Ma il mio momento snowy favorite is definitely when the snow falls. Its gently lean on any object makes a sound so similar to the silence that they have overwhelmed all other sounds. Every time I watch the snow fall from the window of my mind is enveloped between the flakes and whirls in the wind without touching the ground to keep the noise down. Those flakes between me and the usual landscape make me feel like I'm in a place so different and distant roaring silence makes the world even further. At that moment, wherever I am, I find the place I'm looking frantically at every moment of my life. When the snow falls, my soul is finally at peace.

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death

I learned that someone calls himself "pro-life" as if others could be called "pro-death." (Fabio Fazio)
do not understand that the Catholics of morbidity persisting on the dead. Because every year, the anniversary of someone's death, we celebrate a Mass in his honor? Because the anniversary of the death? You could not do it for her birthday? It is certainly a most happy event to remember ... as if we miss a person who needed a set to be remembered. The people who fail are always in our thoughts every day. As we speak, the thinking, we have a lot of good memories tied to them. What is sad remembering the day of their death? Surely that day was one of the best of our lives, will never forget for sure, with or without mass. It is better to leave room for memories?

... and it is already quite ironic that the 50th post in my blog is also the age when he is gone?

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malice

How sad. Every day more and worse. Among the other three days that I feel White ... but where? It's gone well ... you are just anxious these days ... I think I'll shoot a quick shot ... but because, really, I can die a quick death? Why suffer so? Only to discover that he does not want me anymore? I'm afraid I do not want more, do not miss these days leave room for other people.
other people. I found myself talking with a friend for hours. I almost thought to please him, and that I liked. Not so. It is I, and he, too, we are two pieces by foot at this moment: tossed in indecision of another person. A person to talk to, that makes us feel good and we leverage our state of loneliness seems almost fresh mountain air. Because when you are sick you just want to look a bit 'of happiness.
And I would ask from Mariano, if I want to give a bit 'of happiness. Indeed, I ask him every night before bed, my thoughts, in the movies of my mind (the hamster is hyperactive in this period). I ask when I opened the door to the White House, as I did with him a month ago. I ask when it comes to a bouquet of flowers to apologize for having betrayed and beg my forgiveness. I ask this already when we got back together and make love. I ask every happy ending I guess. Then I
I panicked: what if there was not a happy ending? For example, if I get to Dublin, I saw him at the airport, it is not already white to expect, but came later, with all other friends, like a friend like many others ... I do not stand up, take my stuff and I would go to the pub till dinner would not end. I do not think being able to stay in the same room with him without knowing what he thinks, but even if he had a clear idea and leave me forever. I do not think it would be big enough even the same city.
I thought I'd run away. I thought I would leave my life. So if you take it anyway. I thought that if he would get back with me I would flee to Australia. I leave all my friends. So now that his friends are mine. Because he is a social type, who knows how to maintain relationships with people. I do not. I do when my social life does not go in myself and I shut myself away in my solitude. Or run away. Go away. Groundhog Day. I restarted many times, how will it once more?
So I'm not going to stop. I do not have reason. If I do not stop I'll never find a reason, but what can I do? I am traveling. And as long as someone does not change me, until someone tells me "now stay here with me," I will continue to be the journey. I will continue to seek the unknown, to bring out the void that's inside me. It is a search for a fill. If there is a person to fill it, that emptiness, I will fill a lot of people, places, adventures, stories, words.
I know I've already told you, but I would stop with Mariano. And again I want more. Alone again. Groundhog me.
Last night at dinner with my friends I started to joke with the waiter, that if I drank would have offered to take me home. Then we tried to convince him to take home with Helen, but at first he wanted to take home with me. Also because of five girls only remembered my name. It was not a bad type. But what can I do if I'm still waiting for my heart be freed? O held captive? Or just to know that be? Why do I live on the sly?
is true that I told him to take as long as you want, but I'm bad .... Just as I was considering these days ... which were my biggest mistakes. The worst: being so selfish by doing so come to Dublin before my departure. He should expect in Venice. Maybe a little ' depressed, but I'd come back now, he would have nothing to reproach myself, for leaving him alone in times of need, it would not need, not what they had in Ireland, and now we can start together. Instead I've done nothing to stop it, I left to come. And I have a little 'conviction. Everything to spend a month with him before I left. To have him and the trip. To get all the happiness rather than just a bit '. But I'm wrong, I figured really bad. My fault my selfishness led me to ruin.
not fret my love: my fault. And they will pay the consequences. You lose, lose my friends, I will lose my life, I will lose hope to be able to stop one day. I will continue to wander around looking for something that I can find, and wander, wander, aimless, as it once was. Thanks for the fragrant brackets you gave me, for the dreams that I could do with you and you do not ever come true. At least now I know what I lost in my wandering. Before at least I had the benefit of the doubt. I never thought someone could make me happy, so happy being alone was just fine as an alternative. But now I remembered what it means to be loved by someone. And I know what I miss.
That is just a bit 'pessimism premenstrual or a really bad feeling that tells me that you're not coming anymore?
By the way, last Saturday I went out with Alex. And other friends / Mariano. At one point we started making jokes about the waiters, is a waitress with bunny ears and the cute waiter twenties. And the fact that Ali and Anthony are engaged. Antonio scolded me: "but we're the only boyfriends here" looking suspicious. I shook my head several times. No more. The news was official. And he said of other bad things that night. I had been seduced and abandoned because it convinced her to stay in Dublin for a person who then left me no matter where I was. Seeing the house of Mariano because I'd been to see her. And other things. I have no right to say these bad things. Admittedly, I was hurt, but I have no right, says White, of stripping it. Never forgive me. It will do well. I'm not a person deserving. I do not deserve anything. If you do not continue to wander in search of something that never meet.
Basically I just wanted a bit 'of happiness ...

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From the notes in recent days

Tuesday, November 24
you connected ... for a moment .... to 01.15 in Italy ... 00:15 Ireland .... but why do not you sleep?!?!
omg, but we wanted to hear .... she .... whoever she is ?!?!?
no, this story is eating my life .... Why can not I just be happy and in love? because I see happy couples and girlfriends around me (even if there are) and I will gnaw his liver and then to be alone cmq? for so I will not be back with me ... I can not win the woman of his life .... I can not .....
always happens ....
or perhaps looked at my facebook? Who knows, maybe it looks every day, before going to sleep .... knows that we often write .... and I do not forget .... maybe it's his calendar from prison .... control what I do every day, not to lose contact with me .......
I like more as a solution ..... but it will be just an illusion?
I hope to see him and smile .... and do fall in love with me so ....
then puts also Facebook .... ads that use the last days: "Trying to get pregnant?" "Getting married?" oh, but you have it on with me ?!?!?! turn, turn the knife ..... mortacci them your ......
autoconsidererò me if I exceed this hero of myself .... modesty and sorry .....
ps i love you



Wednesday, November 25
C: But look, last night came from you Marian?
B: C
, but until now? you said something?
B: No, just back pain that goes a bit 'better. said that we should review to talk about me and him
C: eh ..... see to see you then! I saw it online last night on Facebook, at a quarter past midnight !!!!!
B: EH see who had just returned
C: what I imagined. He was online for two minutes. but according to you was to see if I put something on Facebook?
B: I do not know cri
C: but you do you think? but is never out of the argument when Cristina is there?
B: Yes, ask me if I've heard so, but I should think
C: ten days that is not hear me. I'm dying !!!!!
B: I know Christian, but if you want to try him, you must continue your life
C: but do you think?
B: for now it is better to wait for him to move
C: yes, I know, in fact I'm not looking for. so if I continue with my life means that it is better if I forget?
B: for the time being critical, you must accept this
C: ok, it means say that most do not give a fuck, right?
B: if you keep waiting for you martyred, because 'you do not know if he will return. I do not know, do not ask me
C: you can see it, I have no idea what he's doing or thinking
B: I know you see it but I do not talk about you constantly, sometimes just chat. then is not that we have seen for themselves, so it's difficult to talk about certain things in front of everyone
C: Yes, I know, I always think of him. when I see him online I have to tie the hands not to write
B: I know darling
C: I would like to know if this will be useless, because it is not easy, but I can not help but think, I can not help but hope and in December if he tells me he does not want to be with me I'd be right there two times worse
B: I know, but for that you do not expect anything
C: How do I do not expect anything? I'm back here for him !!!!!!!
B: here, where?
C: in Dublin. I wanted to go to Australia after Russia!!
B: seeeeee, but it is not true!!
C: it is true, I was well with my mother pearl! that he was glad that I found so Marian that I would not be playing for Australia!
B: ok, Christian, he had come to Dublin for you
C: Yes, and I'm back in Dublin for him. so we should throw all this? Honestly though I think he now Dublin is well and no longer came to me that I feel as if I had been used, not as if there had ever been anything. a springboard, and it hurts
B: But you say, do not you have used, you know
C: Well, the result is the same. but I think that tells you one who loves you, who wants to spend the rest of my life with you, and then leaves you when you return as if it had never been in love, as if that there was not worth fighting . I think that if someone promises you something and then does everything to maintain it.
B: it is not so mechanical
C: I do not know
B: I understand Christian, but do not stripped so.
C: Well, I was hurt, what do I do a round of applause and tell him good?!?!
B: No, but it is not that all promises must be kept. the matter is that things can change, and Parmenides as saying "panta rei"
C: and then why people get married? Why panta rei? or because they promise something? to move forward together even in the darkest hours?
B: but it depends how we go forward. not everyone can wait 5 months for a person, especially after only one month of history
C: Well, the story was 5 months, but beyond that time is a whole one must believe in his feelings
B: no, no 5 months were critical, and the feelings are not like in books, in fact the sentiments must be cultivated
C: ah, you want said that when he told me he loved me in February was not true?
B, but of course it was true that he loved you in February, but understand that a long distance relationship is not a real relationship
C: I want to say that I've never been with Andrew for four years because it was a long distance relationship?
B: Well you saw it but you Andrea
C: in the first five months also saw Marian
B: the concept is not that. Mariano made you a promise that has failed to maintain, but not because 'it is bad
C: because it is an invertebrate and a liar
B, but no, sorry, you waited for 4 months and a half and you have been faithful I do not think it means to be liars and invertebrates
C: it means being invertebrates at least, why can not you wait four months a person and then say good-bye at 4:04 8 without even trying, it means that his feelings were never sincere, otherwise he would fight for the same
B: no Cristina, you see that his feelings were hurt. it was not 'his fault it' yours, only to overstate expectations. but do not be angry
C: why not? I do not know if they are more angry with him because he has deceived me or with me because I realized that I was deceiving
B, but has not deceived you
C: ???????????????? ??????????????? told me that he would spend his life with me. I think it was deluded, saw that his intentions are not the ones .....
B: ok, but things change and may change for you. if its intentions are changed is not because 'he wanted to, because it is' wait for a person is not an easy task, especially at a difficult time, that's all. the promise of eternal life together do not exist in 2010, nor are they ever existed before, are an invention
C: and then because I was expected?
B: because 'he wanted you, and because' I think the uncertainty especially wanted to see you really understand how he felt
C: and then his feelings were not sincere. I believe in the promises of eternal life together, not an invention. my have maintained, and I also think your a lot of other couples. not need to go in to fish tales examples
B: that they have maintained, but there were always conditions
C: True, and this time the condition was to wait for a few months. I would not have left over, but he never believed me
B: Christian, people are different
C: in what sense? he does not believe in forever? Strange, I had told him that his promises have one word ..... liar



From a friend's facebook
L: It seems that the Celtic Tiger has started to meow ...
C: Do you think I have decided to return to Dublin .... my usual timing .... but you know something of the new financial?
L: ?????? Excuse me?? Let me understand, but you left Ireland? And you want to come back here? I can not wait to leave, abandon ship :):):)
C: No, not really I left Ireland ... I left my job and now I'm in Italy until the end of December, but I still all there ... I have only to look for jobs .... you say, better to fire a shot in the mouth?
L: If you can, take what you have here and you're in Italy. Continue to stay here no longer makes sense:)
C: Well, maybe I can win my ex ... you say, is reason enough to go there? ;)
L: Get your ex and take it in Italy :):):)
C: I'll tell .... Let's see if you agree;)

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Come away with me from a friend

List of reasons why I love Mariano

making me laugh because he won
because he has never stopped me laugh because when I look

smile because smiles shyly
because it is
sweet because it is soft

because it's nice because I like to say that it is beautiful
because when I say that is beautiful blush
because when it is still uncertain because most tender
know when you need to make sure it is resolved

because it has the
decided to look for if I dress nice I eat with your eyes
because I like him because he likes me pretty

my ass because they do not give a damn if my stomach is not flat
because he likes good food
because it's been eating pasta with broccoli and anchovies
because dance with me if you can not dance because
is happy if I'm happy
because I'm happy if he's happy because

inspires me because it is the only one who inspires me to photograph
Siberia because the summer is green like her eyes and d ' Winter is as white as his skin
of Mongolia for the sky is black and starry like his hair because he was ordained as
Japanese
because I like to mess up your order
because it helps me put my order in chaos because it's a good guy
organized and informed
why not look at the usual film
explains why I like movies that when I do not understand why not

want me to miss anything because you just do not let me miss anything
with him because I do not miss anything because it reminds me

because my father is my father because it would be a perfect father

because he has broad shoulders because she has three tattoos on

shoulder because I like to kiss his shoulder with tattoos
because he is making love to beautiful
because his body does not weigh on me
because when talking about sex makes him a natural in
because sex is more hippie
me because when I travel with him longer than usual hippie
because he'd come back from my trip because
it is from him that I'm back once you finished the journey
it made me want to stop because
for a restless soul like mine is important to have a strong point because it gives me peace

smile because it gives me peace because
his embrace peace
me because when I'm in his arms the world is shut out
because there is a world in his arms
because when I touch gives me the shivers because it has
Hands Frog

because he believes in me because I believe in him because he

I write every day because I think of him every day
because love is what I feel
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It 's a very true song ... throughout the storm passes into the head and the heart of us men in some cases ...



Marco Masini - Lasciaminonmilasciare

Leave me, what has changed?
What are we doing this afternoon,
with closed eyes as a window facing the sea
blue and yellow in Viareggio?

Let me in this hotel
mirror and squint tends to wear out, listening to the endless tango

time that winter again becomes summer.

Leave me a little 'day, a bit' so,
young audiences to a farewell, let me
or all of a sudden, here and now,
tell you what I'm thinking.


Why men are cowards and they do leave, you know, and do not know

look into your eyes when everything is over now. But you

Tear
as a patch and the wound will no longer hurt, now let me in this bed

only a white crater on the pillow.

What are you waiting? Go away you're so beautiful,
let me know how to fly,
because I think you got the wrong star,
because I think it wrong to love you!

Let me, you who are stronger than me, from this difficult
staccami paradise, you
or if you can change me, my love,
Rate me that I have never managed to do!


Why men are insecure and often leave themselves
and then cry and smear the walls
of remorse, regret and why ...

Okay, let me three cigarettes,
without matches, without rancor, without
and this strange moon night,
and this cloud of sorrow ...

Now let me that I've got to do,
do not know what, how, where and when,
please let me start over,
know very well that I'm wrong!

Love leave me, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me!

Love leave me, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me!

Love leave me, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me, leave me
, do not leave me ...

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The Family Man - Final Weekend

We have a house in New Jersey, have two children, Annie and Josh. Annie is not much of a violinist, but we all make, it's a little early, but only because he says what he thinks! And when she smiles ... And Josh ... He has your eyes, does not say much, but we know it is a wake up! Always keeps his eyes open, you know, we always observed, sometimes you're watching and you realize they are learning something new ... is like watching a miracle.
The house is a mess, but it is our ... 120 more mortgage payments and will be ours! And you lend legal assistance, and so, free legal advice, but do not create problems. And we
in love after 13 years of marriage we are still incredibly in love, do not you let me touch you if you do not say.
sing for you, not always, but certainly on special occasions. And we have had our share of surprises and even made sacrifices, but we stayed together.
See, you're better than me and made me better near you.
do not know, maybe it was just a dream, maybe I went to bed in a sad night of December and I imagined it all, but I swear that nothing has ever been more real, and if we now get on that plane disappear forever .
I know we can continue with our lives, we caveremmo the fine, but I saw what we could be together and I choose us.
Please Kate, a cup of coffee, you can always go to Paris, only, please not tonight.

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Facebook: become famous as the cupid of friends not seen for some time. In fact, I am a victim too, of his arrows. After years, I met an old friend. For privacy reasons I will give him a fake name. Let's say that after years I saw John. We spent a pleasant evening, chatting with others of the past 10 years. Then, when I was taken back home, I discovered that he has a story similar to mine. He reviewed a childhood friend after 25 years, and it was love at first sight, about two years ago. But after a bit 'of back and forth, she decided two months ago to leave, accusing him of not giving her what she wanted. He realized his mistake, and is willing to start over. But she is confident in its decisions, even if his actions are not consistent, and calls him, gets upset if he does not answer, meet, but after every match she stands firm on its decision. He speaks of her with the dreamy and nostalgic air of one who has realized what he lost, of people in love but can not get what he wants and not forget it. And is the first time someone I envy the physical distance from the person I love and who does not want me.
I was ever so perfectly understand a person, to be so in harmony. And dovergli give advice. What do you want advice, a man in love? He's in love, only love can.
But I am slowly going crazy. Until yesterday, Mariano had taken away from her facebook relationship status, but I had held my own, and even appeared on my facebook that I was in a relationship with him (but he does not know ... like kindergarten). But a couple of days that figure is only in a relationship. His name is gone. Perhaps he had just put the non-public status, without erasing my name. Now maybe the took off. Or maybe it's facebook that takes a little 'to update and had not noticed that I am with him but he did not want it to be public? I nearly came the urge to change my relationship status in the good old It's complicated. But aside from all the questions I would, as he would take? Maybe look at facebook all day and likes to know that I still consider myself his girlfriend, maybe give him security, makes it clear that I'm still here waiting for him. And it is indeed the case.
To stay on facebook, I also wondered if this tr a colleague has a name. I once thought that only women who consciously tried to take away other women's men could be regarded as tr. Instead I realized that any woman anywhere near your man is a tr. Even if you do not know about you, even if he says there's nothing with you, and so it is not his fault. She remains a tr.
Then, out of curiosity to see the face that I will possibly disfiguring, I started to look for the friendships of women in facebook Mariano from August to now. I have excluded many cases, I was given some finalist. I do not know who is this tr. I said, I'm slowly going crazy. It's not that I do not know anything about him. I keep banging my head on the wall rather than pick up the phone and call. The other night was online on facebook. 'll Never find him online on facebook, but last night there. I had to tie my hands to write. But I'm afraid. We can not do anything with it. And if you feel chat? And if you send messages? There are no messages on facebook, I do not know if they feel in other ways ... But it will not feel was the right choice? I've left the field open ... White told me that he saw Mariano. Told her that he had moved, the other night in Suzzolins. But he is doing now? Where is it? As he passed the wkend? How's your back?
I'm counting the days ... Every night before going to bed I take that receipt of Tesco which now houses fixed on my bedside table and add a dash to your calendar from prison. I have to get to 30: 15 November to 15 December. It is still a long way ...
long as the road in the Australian desert. Just back in Ireland has changed his profile picture on facebook. A straight road, which crosses the desert, that you do not see the end. That is how you feel now? They do not see where it leads? What is so adrift? That feels so lonely? What does it mean that photo? How do I give a word of comfort ... but I can not. I do not have a call, contact, nothing. White has forbidden me to send him also links to job ads. None. News blackout. I told her, if anything, seeing that we were moving away from me, to tell him to read my blog. To let him know that I'm not forgetting. I can not forget. That I'm talking about every day, even if he does not know. What I do not want to leave alone anymore. Never again.
Then today he changed his profile picture again. He got in the wave of cartoon Animated put Mickey Mouse. But not a Mickey Mouse any. He put the sorcerer's apprentice. Fantasia.
I'm really dumb, because I'm sure that I had spoken once, why he felt like Mickey Mouse. And not just because of his ex. There was another tie, but I do not remember. Cracked. Oh well, we interpret. Because the sorcerer's apprentice? Why anyone would want to control everything but the situation gets out of hand? That it is her dream? Or a condition? No, his dream. To be able to have a family to think about, to be protected.
But I put Cat's Eye. Because I liked him. And because I had told my mother that I made the big thief, as them. I did not do the thief, but my adventures I have had.
And today, looking at Alex with photos of my trip, he and my mother were talking about what I could do. Tell some television, Licia Colo type, making it a service that actually could become a job as a traveling I do I'm never in tourist places but in places a bit more 'special. Why do my mother is like the protagonist of Into the Wild, who had sought freedom in nature, but he remained a prisoner. Because according to them once you start to travel can not stop. But Mariano already knew that I had been a prisoner of my travels. And this is where I'm trying to escape. Like the protagonist of Into the Wild could not go back, Mariano is my return ticket. For he stopped me. I was freed and taken prisoner in itself. But why do all against
strokes? I too am afraid of that "old traveling bone" that could give me problems in the future. But I hope to put a little 'aside. I know that I'm just like, that deep down they are like cat eyes. But again, I must be able to give up something, I can not save both ways every time. I know I have to choose between two halves of myself, but I can not do otherwise.
Years ago when I was planning my trip back from Australia on a Panda, I dreamed of arriving in Madrid as a final goal. I dreamed to disassemble the car, having thousands of photographers and television stations that offered me work as a writer or traveler by profession, starting perhaps for months twice a year. But waiting in all that chaos there was also the love of my life, someone I had known before leaving and that I had waited for my return. She had a face at the time. I did not know who he was, I just knew it existed. In my dream could be seen only from behind, not to give him the face of anyone. I approached those shoulders asking "Three weeks a year?" Meaning the holidays that we would if we had taken a life together, a normal life. "Yes," was his answer. I turned to reporters and declined every offer. I had everything I had always wanted to make the journey of my life and stop with someone.
Imagine: go to Mariano's house and show him a piece of paper. "What?" "It 's the job of a television network, to the traveler by profession, to make travel reportage." "It' s your chance to do what you want" "You're right . But I'm ready to give it up if only you ask me. I'll never have more than an offer like that, but I'll never find a man like you even more. You can come with me if you want, we travel together. But I know it a normal life that you desire. The fact is that I do not care what we're going to do, just that we do together. "
The family man: I saw what we could be together and I choose us.
You, my love, what do you choose?

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I am made to feel a bit. Sorry. But it was wkend.
It 's the first time I'm home for so long. And honestly now I know so few people around here that I was afraid of not finding anything to do at this time.
But maybe I grew up. Perhaps the magic of Facebook. But I did not think I could find to do at the wkend, during the week, to meet old friends with whom you are no longer really in touch for years. From 2001. Almost 10 years. But we grow, we become adults, and why they will not be for a beer, a pizza? I never thought I'd reached a point of saying "I have a commitment with someone you want but if we are all together." I. I, I can not organize anything, I never find the time to do things. I did this, I joined two groups. Small, I admit. But there was never successful.
After all, back here in Italy would not be as bad as I thought. There are a lot of people I could call, with whom I could spend the time with which to start a friendship that was stopped. Why not? I have less fear now ...

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prisoner has broken ... Peace ...

Tonight I'm doing wrong. I am reading the mail that Mariano had sent me while I was in Russia. I have read three of the first who sent me, even in June. Basta. They are too beautiful. So sincere, so in love .... Listen even as those words from his lips? I sure hope so ....
Today, however, another fact has happened. It is broken. After three years, after thinking it would never happened, it broke. That bracelet that a Brazilian, three years ago, I tied on the wrist and asked to say a prayer for each node seemed indestructible. My prayers were three short-term reality, so I thought it was useless now that the bracelet was broken or because they had already made, or would no longer be served come true. And in fact I have even forgotten what I asked. But one of the three I remember.
At that time I had a very sore back. I had a strong cough, and had ended up back muscles ache from the effort. I was in the midst of suffering when this girl knotted three times that bracelet on my wrist. And my first wish was that I passed back pain. Obviously I could not imagine that it would take three years to break, so I went back pain well before the bracelet would make its effect. But it broke now. And I have no back pain now. But a person that I care so much. That was the back pain I meant at the time, without knowing it?
There are two other facts I remember at that time. Shortly before I met Mark. I thought it might be a good boy for me, but I was not very convinced. In addition, it was not that long ago that I decided to stay in Dublin following the failure of my examination in Trieste, but still had to convince myself that this was the right choice for me. Now I would not let me get carried away by fantasy, or hope, but it may be that one of the prayers was to figure out who was the right man for me, and the other to figure out what I wanted for me in general in my life. In practice, the choice of whether to stay in Dublin, Lufthansa, had been the right choice.
Even these prayers called for a short-term response, and eventually had to make my comments and my choices apart from the effect of the bracelet. Then Mariano
Monday accused me of having too many strange ideas for the head, travel, travel, entertainment, to hostels, a lot of other dreams more or less feasible. Accused me of not speaking the same language, they do not want the same things he wanted. So I took him to Suzzolins, I showed him my house, that house where I was born and raised, the house that are years I say that one day I will put in place to go and live there. I explained it was done and what ideas I had, that the field could have been behind an orchard, which the two rooms of entry could be combined to make a living, that the rooms were although three were small, I'd like to put them to the north even though I do, but think how nice to have the bed under the window, waking up in the morning, look out and see the lake ...
See that house has done more good for me than him. I told him I was the only dream I ever had. And it's true. Then the paths of life have led me somewhere else is a different speech. I've spent three years in Dublin and traveling the world was because I was with myself, because I never had to think about me and another person, but only to myself. And the single life in Cordovado is not the best. Dublin singles for me, gave me much more. The decision to remain there three years ago could not be more right. But I could never think of my whole life there. I could never think of a family there.
I always felt like a family. But what does it mean to have a family? Of course, first of all means to find someone to fall in love, with which you want to build something. And it means giving up.
Everything in life requires giving up something else. There are people who give up family for the job. Artists and musicians often sacrifice themselves for their passion. But to quote an imaginary example, Uma Thurman in Kill Bill says it was the deadliest woman in the world, but now that she was pregnant she was afraid for her child. She was giving up to his being a killer for a son.
And I, today, I realized that I have to give up something. I gave up the house for years for a good job, a beautiful environment, my travels, myself. But now, if I want to achieve that dream, I have to give up all this.
Why I have not done this before? Simple: because one's dream home has never been for me alone. I have never seen the reason for putting it right to live alone. But having a family and raise a child, then it makes sense. With Mariano makes sense.
Mariano: I have often questioned about why I like it. And paradoxically, I have never found an appropriate answer. Why is it so sweet? Too. Why has decided to take a look? Too. Why would a perfect father and husband? Too. None of these answers I was never fully satisfied. Thinking back to the moments I spent with him but I realized that my happiness depends on her. Why smile if he smiles first. Why look at him smile and I'm fine. Because it makes me feel happy to have done all that I had to do, and this gives me peace.
It 'important to peace, especially for someone like me whose brain is hyperactive hamster. How many more or less strange ideas I had over the years? Becoming a writer, to become a professional traveler, open a Bed & Breakfast in Ireland, working on a farm in the Outback Australian. None of these, however, fits with the idea of \u200b\u200bputting in place the house Suzzolins. But Mariano made me want to stop, give up all this for him. It 's the first, in all these years. And so that dream with him, fits perfectly. Why now would make sense to leave Dublin. I would give up a single life for a life with him. A Suzzolins maybe two paychecks for a thousand Euros or so, a mortgage of 25 years, two hearts and a hut, a simple life, and a lot of peace.
Perhaps it is no coincidence that this bracelet is broken today ...

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She loves me ... he loves me ...

Tonight I'm going to sleep with a smile.
He said he loves me. A minute later
went back to "I love a lot of good" in the previous two hours of conversation, he returned to his confusion.
But I cried when I said it. Why he Meant it. How did I ever doubt it? Even just for a minute? Cracked.
He loves me.
Basta.
Goodnight.
:)

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I walked to the web to satisfy my craving for cats ...

and some because they have faces that are dying with laughter,
a little because now I want them all here ...
I decided to post my favorite!

this is the cat of the Andes
little puppy 1.20m
combines my love for raccoons to cats with that!
his appearance the old r ende adorable.




and this is the cat pallas
not surprising therefore that it is a little "trap door" ...



emaciated version here ...
probably after a gastrointestinal virus type
what is making these days!

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nobody wanted to take pictures of the stand!
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for the occasion ....

(thanks is that you are getting this color!)

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